Am I being complacent?
Lately I've been feeling so sucky. These routinish thing I've been doing is not making me happy. I don't know if this is just a temporary mood or not, but I feel so flabbergasted. Was that a right to term to say about what I feel? Well maybe some kind of a wasted, bored, tired, unanticipating feeling.
Is it just because I miss him? Okay. Maybe not. I read my diary and about several months ago I was deeply infatuatedwith this guy, and now he's out of my sight, I regret every mushy thing I did to know him. I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN AGAIN.
Or maybe because I'm just physically tired. It's morning here, Sunday, 17 minutes passed and I'm still not asleep. I can't go to sleep when something's bothring me. I need to constantly type it in my blog.
Sigh. I really need to talk to God these days. Most of the time kasi, I sleep at the midst of praying that's why I forget what I pray about. I wish that school would end so I can do my things freely without anything butting of my schedule. Right now I feel so bored and sad. I really need to talk to God. I need some inspiration to get me going. :-(
2 Comments:
yah I know but I can't help it. -_-
It's been bugging and boring me at the same time. Everything seems so monocyclic these days. Plus it's sad because I can't go to team building *sniffers*.
Eniwayz, thanks for your prayers. ^_^ Maybe it's just because I'm lacking some that's why I feel so "bleeehhh."
I'll wait till God gets me over this phase!!^__^ I'm sure He has plans for me this summer (squeals) =D
TC and GB! =P
Sad me...we still got the whole march to work..=( but it's owkei I still can't wait for "the prom"!
KILIGFUL?? Hmm?? what can that beee??
hmmm....:)
ok tell me nalang when I catch you online muahaha!! ^^
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