Realizations

Lately, parang naiirita ako sa sarili ko. Especially what I talked about my last post. Grabe, ganun na ba ako ka-emo? Kainis talaga! I mean, hindi lang naman siya ang gwapo sa mundo diba. Nakafunction ako sa past ng wala siya. Edi shempre makakafunction din ako sa future ng wala siya! Right friends? Right? Hahaha.

It's a big, big world.
Yun yung narealize ko dun sa mga "quiet moments" ko nung lantern parade sa UPD (haha, grabe nagsenti pa eh noh.) Pero yun talaga ang pumasok sa isip ko nung time na yun. In that sea of people, an enlightenment took place in my heart. Chorva! Hahaha.

Madami pa akong makikilala. Madami pang gustong makakilala sakin. Malaki ang mundo at madami pang mga bagay na pwedeng gawin kesa magpaka-emo sa blogs at umupo sa corner at maglaslas to the max (joke!). "Go girl!! That's the spirit!!" Pero yun nga.

Life hasn't even started yet.
At saka, lately napansin ko, napapalibutan ako ng mga gwapo eh (online and offline. Ehem ehem.) Haha! Pero shempre behave lang ako. Dalagang Pilipina ako. Tsaka aanhin mo ang gwapo diba. Papakainin ka ba nun. Mukha lang yun. Isipin niyo nga girls! Bakit niyo gusto makakuha ng gwapo? Hindi ba para maipakita lang sa mundo na nakuha niyo siya at gusto niyo isipin nila na, "Wow, ang galing niya! Nakasungkit siya ng gwapo!" Pero deep down inside, hindi mo naman talaga mahal yung tao. He's just for decorative purposes. So in a sense, gusto mo lang pataasin yung ego mo. Kawawa naman si pogi, diba? But I'm not saying na wag na tayong lahat sa gwapo. Gwapo is just plus points, but that shouldn't be the main reason why you're ought to love a certain guy.

Pero shempre, hindi ko buburahin yung last post ko. It will serve as a reminder for me: "O, Geline, yan yung mga kabaduyan mo..."

I'm willing to wait for that person God has planned for me. I know he's just somewhere out there, patiently waiting for me too. Naks! Haha. Ah basta, I don't know who he is, but one thing I know for sure is he's worth all the waiting.

At saka isa pa, Paskong-Pasko. It's a season of merriment and laughter! Dapat alisin na lahat ng drama. And speaking of Christmas...shocks, Christmas na talaga. Ang bilis ng panahon! Excited na ako makipag-bonding with my family. Yun talaga ang gustong-gusto ko pag Christmas. Di bale ng walang gifts (pero sana meron haha), but what matters is the time we'll be spending together this season. It's Jesus' birthday! I can't describe how thankful I am because He has remained faithful to me and to everyone else in spite of the almost insurmountable problems this world is facing. Like what my friend said, "Jesus is the reason for the season!"

Here's a playlist I made to describe my mood today! Click if you wanna listen. =]

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

1. Where Is She - Justin Roman
2. I Don't Need A Man - Pussycat Dolls
3. Walking On Sunshine - Aly and AJ
4. The Christmas Song - Christina Aguilera

That's all my friends! This may be the last post I have before Noche Buena! I'm so excited! I'm so happy and contented. I hope you have a joyous, happy, luscious, ravishing, very very merry Christmas! Remember Who this season is all about. To Him be the glory!:D