A piece of peace

In this country, things can't get settled. In fact, they become worse, event after event. There goes the stampede, the landslide, and now, some unnecessary coup d'etat that even bothered our stageplay for today. Can we just have some little bit of stabilization and security even for a short while?


There seems to be a bleak way out of this madness Filipinos are in. I cannot understand much of politics but I've grown weary--so weary on this mediocre system. Maybe if everyone on earth would become Christians, there would be peace. But everyone cannot be forced to believe. I guess it's true that in this crooked society, we can never achieve a thing called 'absolute world peace'.

Blabla, today I'm talking too much of intellectual stuff. Of stuff that I might look like some person trying to impress the reader with big words. :) Hahahahah...ok let's move th subject.

Because of the State of Emergency warning, there were no schools today. :) I'm kinda happy and sad. Happy because I can do a lot of things, but sad because our theater performance was cancelled (I'll post pics when our principal uploads them in f'ster).

Besides that, I'm doing nothing. I guess there's quite a purpose why there were no schools. I forgot that today was the deadline for the book report! HAHA, shocks I guess God really finds a way for me to know. Thanks God!!! ^^

Guy update:: I guess I'm not as hyped to him as I was before. I still like him though. Like everybody else, I'm only admiring. It took me a while to accept that mindset that my lame intentions have no chance. I'll just wait till my feelings fade before I befriend him. Or camp. Whatever. No matter what happens, I'll just wait. :^)

Ok alis nako I'll make some book report. =s

Depth of things

When will all people realize the truths they are trying to conceal, just to make everything look fine and casual in the surface?

That we will die. That our loved ones will die sooner or later. That money is not permanent. That time is not a cycle but a span. That we ignore God.

It just pains me that in this generation the majority still cannot see these serious matters. They go and talk about fussy relationships, about enjoying and making the best out of life by accumulating money, making a self-centered legacy here on earth, but what about after we die? Why are all people not looking forward to this fact?

Life on earth is so short. Don't you think there is something more beyond this? People say that life is short because at the recesses of their hearts they believe that there is a thing such as eternity. That eternity is not known by people because they tend to grasp on the things of this earth.

It is so easy to end life here on this earth. I can simply point a gun on my head and pull the trigger. What about putting yourself in a situation after your earthly life? Sure, maybe some of you don't believe that there is life after physical death, but how can you prove to me there is none? Is it not much secure if you believed in things than to regret the rest later on?

I might not have seen or felt a near-death experience but as what they say, "Faith is the substance of things hoped for, and the evidence of things not seen". I have faith, and that's the proof of that fact. I believe that the God of the universe has set apart from me something greater to hold on to.

I want people to see that depth. I want people to discover that light, that I am the beggar who found that never-ending provision. I am here setting out, for all beggars to see and believe the truth. I want them to know God the way I knew Him.

I want them to discover that peace and that 'thing' which holds back my anger when it is about to burst, that thing that turns my head away when I look at someone else's paper, that thing that makes fall on my knees and lift my hands up in the air, that thing that motivates me in everything I do even when I have to do is clean up trash, that very thing that brought me to write out of love. That thing is the truth that Jesus loved me and He wants me to be like Him.

And what else could I say more? Man's words are insufficient to describe His greatness, His so much love for me and you that we pushed Him away but He's still there waiting for us to cry out for help when we're burned out by life. God is so great. So great. Call me a loser because I talk like this at my age and I cannot care. Jesus loved me enough to show me that I cannot be ashamed of Him! He is by far the best friend, certainly the best one I ever had.

Jesus' furniture

They said, Jesus became a carpenter. If so, then he would have made some furnitures. Well, if Jesus made me a furniture...wow!!! I mean, whoever that person who got a chair or a table of some sort from Jesus Christ, he/she must be totally blessed. :^)


Wala lang, just a random thought. I was making a biography of Jesus then this was the most prominent thing that came into my mind. Wala lang. It's just so heartwarming to see the most holy, most perfect, as in the greatest man who ever lived to make pieces of chairs, tables, shelves and such. Wherever Jesus' furniture went, I really hope it was preserved. But I can't hope though, wood corrodes. =P

Well, if it really exsisted now, then sombody would have bought it! xD Collecter's item noh? But it would be totally cool to see one. Still, I have the most important remembrance of all, even if I didn't get to see all those pieces He made. xD I still have the Bible! ^_^

Nakakakilig!

Sinendan ako ng smile ni...*tooooooot*!!

*blush**blush* =">
haha I know it's kinda weird of me to be kilig-ed BUT!! For me he's so cool and nice...
Kuya, thanks for making my day....

wohohohohohoh!! xD

I'm not used to this

But do I have to be? My weekends are so booked. I don't know if there's ever time for me to bum around at home, but I guess, being the doormat girl, I kinda miss staying at home. I miss ragnarok. I miss sleeping during weekend afternoons. It's always been like this for the past months but I still can't get used to it. So anyways, I'm happy the week is over. To sum up th whole week::

1. Monday - This was our field trip! In corregidor! Twas fun!!
2. Tuesday - My mom went for Germany and she'll be back for 8 days. I'm praying for her safe trip!
3. Wednesday - I cried myself this day because I was so annoyed with my classmates in the speech choir and the guy who kept humiliating me even if he didn't knew that I was hurt
4. Thursday - a girl texted me and I found out that she likes..........girls. =s Should I add in f'ster? I dunno if this person will listen to me about homosexuality and God if I get the chance to know her more but I'm kinda queered out because she took my number from a far friend and she seems...interested? So I'm not so sure about talking to her...
5. Friday - I can say that there's a good progress in our speech choir practice today! Good job guys! ;p

And tomorrow there's still lot more: Theater practice, Dance ministry, Music ministry. Ahhh. I'm so tired! I wish I could break away for sometime. They say that we should grasp every opportunity that comes along. Now it seems that I have grasped too much of everything? Is it? There's still one thing I believe and if God wants me to be part of each and every ministry then His will should allow me to last long. Basta, I lift up everything to Him. :)

Ultra Tragedy

I recently heard a news about a noontime show celebrating its anniversary when a stampede came about before it even started. The catastrophe occured in Ultra, and I was shocked because Ultra was one of the places the Good Charlotte concert was supposed to be held. It's just a terrible thought because people went there to seek fun and fortune but what it has become is a nightmare for all of them. I still consider the fact that they are the Filipino masses, the ordinary folk who wants to earn a living, seeking entertainment in such noontime shows and crossing their fingers for a fortune that might await them. It's also painful for me to see this events unfold, an event that was supposed to bring fond memories to the people yet turned out to be a horrible and traumatic incident instead.

Come on. Let's pray for this people. I was realy bothered when I heard the news. I'm going to a ferry trip on Monday, and anything could happen. I'm going for the excursion. I was trying to sympathize with my mom that it's a dangerous thing to do especially in these times, but if God says it's time, it's time. He did not orchestrate this events, but He allowed it to happen because of our own decisions. I still believe He is in control.

"I love you, Sabado"

Ah, who can hate a lovely Saturday? A Saturday where you won't stress out and worry for the next day, a Saturday where you can spend your leisure time and see where your activities will fit you, it feels so good.


I love Saturdays. It gives me a transition point wherein I don't have to think about Monday and I can forget about Friday. I remember this local clique-inspired show where a typical teenager ranted out, "I love you, Sabado!" It's true for most of us! Saturdays rock my pink-striped socks!!

OK maybe I'm wrong on the last post

Maybe I like to blog a lot even if it involves risking my privacies. But now is not really the time. So now I did not to leave this thing out, I'll just write on it whenever my will allows me to, or whatever. But I will keep writing here often still. I just don't feel like risking every single inch of my life in the www for everyone to know. :)

So my deeper, scarier thoughts will now drift away, and this will serve as my daily/weekly journal or any rambling for whatsoever reason. :D The alter-ego? Maybe I'll just keep it to some friends and myself. :)

This is far too public

I'm closing this blog address. It's obviously too public for me, and it even has my name? What the!! >__< ok so I'm going to stop from here on. I have seen so many random people in and out of this blog, and some even going constantly, and I don't know who they are, except for my friends of course.

So bye peepz!! I'm mooooving. But I'm not gonna tell you that address. But here's a deal. If you figured out this thing, then ok! I'm gonna tell you my web adress. This is pretty easy....I dunno but it's kinda weird.

In my account in friendster, I have this picture beside my brother. I'm actually wearing a black shirt with a number on it, but it was obviously cut in the picture. If you could tell me what that number is just email me or im me..........if you guessed it right then fine I'll tell you my address!!!

Gab and Tin can obviously answer this....................but I'm not really sure about that question but I'm pretty sure I won't be writing here anymore.... so bye now people from now on this blog is history!!