Weird

My friends could really relate to this blog post... I mean it's the same story over and over again!! ;p

"You know how it feels when you care about a person so deeply but that person has no idea how much you feel about them. You do everything do make yourself look discrete so that that person won't feel awkward around you. But you're afraid of a lot of things. First, you think that person is out of your league, and if you try to know that person, you might just be rejected. Second, you're afraid 'cause that person might not appreciate you the way you appreciate them. Third, it's just so hard because you might hurt other people in the process of trying to know that person. Fourth, you're afraid 'cause that person might be liking someone else and if you try to be friends, that person might just snob you.


So you try to forget. You try to move on. You promised not to make a big deal about it anymore. But then, all these weird happenings just happen and they make you hope and hope and hope. They make you feel so happy and inspire you in a lot of ways, even if you don't even know what those things meant. But in the end, there's no meaning to it after all. Those things just made you assume that that person is okay with you but it's not going to be okay. You put a smile on your face every morning but you cry yourself to bed. Everything around you that reminds you of that person cuts through the back of your throat and sends tears to your eyes. You surround yourself with friends and other people who appreciate you but instead you look around, in the hopes of seeing that person again. Your heart longs for that someone but that someone has no idea, and even if that person did know that you long for them, would that person give a crap about it?"