I didn't go to church today

I didn't go to church today for music practice. I went for dance and nothing happened so they didn't allow us to come back there again. I had to do a lot of homeworks, and my cousins won't go so...I don't think I'm going to go. Besides that I had a lot of homeworks. =c Anyways, they cheered me up naman. They called me up and they cracked me up with their corny jokes...who's kerpie btw?

Anyways, I won student council president and I was so humbled to take this position since as you know me I am not fond of taking charge and being a leader. Yun lang...so...I have no reason to be sad at all...I want to be happy for what I have. I want to be a good daughter, a good sister, a responsible student, a loving friend, a more caring and friendly person or so-so. I'm sorry I'm so senti today. I just want to skim through thoughts I'm thinking right now and the emotions bottled up inside me. And sometimes I don't even get the point or I can't say it at all that's why I type whatever I could think of...:x but that's all. I got a lot of things to do and besides I have to wake up early...I have big responsibilities in church and sometimes I make mistakes and all. I don't want to screw up in the big worship this time I mean, I want to focus...

Besides that bigger things are in line in my life as of now. I don't know if things should happen like what's happening right now. I'm feeling flabbergasted and nostalgic..wala lang. Agh. Whatever happens, GOD PLEASE TAKE CONTROL OF THINGS RIGHT NOW. hayyy...