In the Midst of Stress and Exhaustion

I like blogging when I'm stressed, not relaxed. I like blogging when I'm in a hurry, because when it happens, my thoughts flow simulataneously. Ok, I won't promise this as an interesting post. I'm just going to rant about this darn Photography class.

I spent more than 2000 pesos just buying Photo Papers and films. Right now I feel so broke, like my money is all wasted and spent on my poor Photography skills. Right now, I just set up a home-made studio in our sala, because the shots I took earlier this morning were crap, and I have to redo it again. Imagine having to spend another 200 pesos to buy another roll of black and white film. It's like I'm paying for my grade. I don't even know if this would turn out well since it's dark already and lighting is not that good enough. Anyways, I just have to do my best and not screw up in this. I'm sincerely praying to God that He would allow me to take good photos this time. I don't wanna spend my mom's money again just so I always take bad shots. I'm so happy that I will be out of this course in no time.

Stressed out!

Random plug. A message to a friend:

I'm tired of people who befriend you for the wrong intentions.

Yes, I'm talking about you Ian. How could you think such a thing?

You read me wrong. Get a grip. I'm so disappointed with people like you, you who think girls who want to be your friend immediately like you back. And if they didn't you'll give them a cold shoulder? I mean, how immature, unintelligent, overly exaggerated is that? I thought you were a great friend. I really did. In fact, you were one of my best friends in UP. But aside from that, I only look at you as my brother, my classmate, nothing more than that. Yes, we did go to lunch together, but that does not mean anything to me. It's just a freakin' lunch. I'm sorry if I made it turn out to seem like we have "something special". Just don't act so 'uncool' and stiff like we actually did have something special. It bothers me and I know it's just so wrong.