Hibernating Heart

I was doing my periodic Friendster profile 'stalking' of some people I know in my list. I came across one of my classmate's page and a song played on her profile. I scrolled down her page and saw this: "Edwin Mccain - I Could Not Ask For More". And that very second, I felt like my heart was hollow. I thought about how long I stopped liking someone of the opposite sex.

Almost half a year, I guess.

Stupid love songs. I already promised myself that if I won't find someone who'll completely meet God's standards, I'd rather stay single for the rest of my life. But songs like these make me vulnerable.

I imagined how wonderful it would feel if I had a perfect guy whose hands I would hold while we watch the sun go down during a breezy afternoon.

Or maybe he'll be the one to fetch me from school, and we'll eat dinner together.

Or we'll watch a corny Filipino movie together and laugh our butts out.

Or maybe he'll help me do the laundry and we'll hang the clothes together. We'll both look wasted in front of each other. Hahaha.

I always chuckle with these thoughts. When oh when will I find this guy? Or will I ever find him? I don't even know! All I can do now is to trust and wait for God's plan.=)