Going back.

I told you not to wrinkle forheads on this, but here I am...

[this entry was originally handwritten yesterday. I just decided to transfer it because I have nothing else to do. It's weird of me to write this up to 12 midnight. >__>;]

Forgetting, they say, is like trying to remember someone whom you never really knew. It is like picking up shards, which bring about the hopes of discovering something the world never knew before, yet with it is the possibility of being a failure despite tremendous effort.

He may never know, but I possess this tiny spark of hope that he might notice me. I am the girl behind the smiles and giggles that come about because of his charming face and persona. I am the girl behind the crowd, looking over someone's shoulder and seeing the big realm of his environment in which he is the center. I am the girl behind the chaos of his popularity and social affairs--and like everybody else, my fingers are crossed, hoping that he would drop a glimpse despite the immense crowd that gathered to him.

But who am I to kid myself? I am not dumb not to figur it out, and I am not dense to deny it. He does not see me from that crowd. Actions are like words, they may look the same but their meanings are worlds away. And from what I see it as it is, he sees me as a common admirer. We exchange glances with each other, and he is thinking that I am secretly crushing on him. This fact can simply boost his ego, knowing that another person has been added to his long list of admirers. No, it is not a sign of vanity, rather it is normal to people given his characteristics--attractive countenance, amazing talent, magnetic personality and all. The whole package.

But still, there are what ifs. What if he knew me? What if he's not the person I see from afar? What if I can be one of his closest friends (if ever) I knew him?

But what face do I have to even step forward? Do I have something in me which I can prove my worthiness as someone who will force herself into his life? I am not bold enough to risk my heart. I am not strong enough to suck in all the pain that will come if ever I knew he was setting his eyes on another girl which is obviously same to his standards. Which leaves me to compare myself and feel worse. I guess you could call that nonsense, and these things might not enter in your mind. But these things are what I really feel right now. Which leaves me to conclude that I dare not to take any step further. God shall make a way for me if it's His will.


I can best describe my situation as being a venturous scientist. I am halfway through a long, dark tunnel with a bleak light on the next end. At the other end is my safe zone, my home, in case I will retreat from my journey. Who knows what is at the end? I can never find out. The clues I gather along my way always left me uncertain, and the darkness of the tunnel discouraged me enough.

What if I reached a dead end and disappoint myself so bad? What if I was too much to expect that something was really there for me? What if there was no trace of something I was looking for?

So now I turn around, and head back to my safe zome where it all began. I will gather all the clues, expectations, and hopes and I will bury them in the dirt. The consequences are too great for me to endure. God will still find a way to let me know if what I'm doing is wrong. For the meantime, this is what I have decided to do. I have been swearing to get over this again and again because it affects me so much. But this time, I am serious about it. No more turning back.

I am letting all my emotions pass, as well as all affections I might have for him.

50 things to do other than doing your other things

Just to fill up the void of your sucky routine, here are some cool things to do if you feel like doing othr things....GULO! Just try reading this. You might find some nice things to do. ^__^

1. * Try to make yourself look presentable all the time, even when you're at home. Use powder, so that
your face won't be oily and shining. Use chapstick, so that your lips wont be dry. Also use cologne/perfume when you're going out.*
2. *Keep a journal. Try to write there as often as you can....about what happened on your day, your thoughts...what you felt...how did things go...etc. *
3. *Don't hide your tears. Cry if necessary. Let all the feelings out.*
4. *Try to read the Bible, at least one chapter a day, starting from the New Testament*
5. *Read books if you have time. Search up the internet for great authors. Avoid books with graphical material....*
6. *Don't be shy to take pictures of yourself! It's you. You don't need to be ashamed of your face.*
7. *Have a pet, any will do as long as it's not endangered.*
8. *When you go out to eat, try different places. Don't just stick to fastfood, or your favorite restaurant. Try new stuff.....*
9. *When you have an embarrasing moment, laugh it off and forget about it.*
10. *For girls: enjoy being single while you're young. Do not rush into love thingies...>__>;; Go have crushes..be friends with them. Remind yourself not to go further until God's perfect timing comes.*
11. *For boys: NEVER ask the question: "Pwede ba manligaw?" It will ruin your life. WAIT for the right time. Your mind is not mature enough to handle relationships.*
12. *Try going to baywalk one afternoon and go home at around 10pm...try eating some grill foods there. Enjoy the sunset! Bring some friends, listen to bands...*
13. *Keep a journal of things you want to accomplish in life. Ex: Go to college at somewhere, have a summer job...and when you feel like you've accomplished someting on the specific day, write the date beside the "goal" and how did you accomplish it. You'll have fun looking back to these stuff when you're old.*
14.*Pray. Pray constantly. Even short prayers will do. God is your best friend. Tell Him evrything. He might not talk back, but He listens and He knows your heart.*
15. *Always smile. But when you feel like faking it, it's better that you don't*
16.*Don't be afraid to open up to people. If you can't say it verbally, try writing it or talking to advice groups online.*
17.*Recite in class. It will make you feel confident.*
18.*Do your projects with much thought. Avoid copy-paste projects*
19.*Join lots of extra-curricular activities, as long as it will not make you feel pressured.*
20.*Attend youth worship!! You will meet new people there*
21.*Go to concerts.......and any free events that will come up near your community*
22.*Learn a special skill. ex: cooking, making paper-mache, playing an instrument.*
23.*Eat fruits!!!*
24.*Chat if you have the time. Go to rooms which interst you. Avoid bashing people and negative criticisms.*
25.*Moderate your texting time. Have a target allowance for your SMS expenses a day, ex: P30.00...you will save lots of money*
26.*Give gifts to your friends! Advisable gifts: keychains, accessories, small cute things to hang or display, books, inspirational stuff, etc. Don't forget to put your dedication--it's always the difference.*
27.*Save your pamasahe changes on a recycled mayonnaise jar. Before the year ends, give it to any charity institution. Imagine if everyone did this....lol!*
28.*Girls: Comb your hair if it's messed up!! Don't leave it like a piece of rag on your head*
29.*Boys: Change shirts after a game. People have sensitive noses....*
30.*Bring mints/menthol candies with you all the time..*
31.*Avoid flirting. Be friends! That's the ultimate-golden-rule!!*
32.*Don't make sarcastic faces and gestures. It will irritate people around you.*
33.*Don't do catfights with that annoying girl at school. You will turn out to have a bad reputation. Say that you don't want any conflicts anymore. If she refuses to listen, pray for her....if she still doesn't respond, it's her loss.*
34.*Dance, slowdance with your friends if you like. Don't be hesitant to attend to prom! You'll be missing half of your life.*
35.*Go outside of your house and take pictures of your neighborhood.*
36.*Ride a bike one breezy morning or one cool afternoon if you like*
37.*Have a grand collection of any cheap item. Suggestions: Bottle caps, choco wrappers, earbuds (no just kidding :P), receipts...stamps, stationeries, etc.*
38.*Buy T-shirts with different statements. Try going to Artwork...or BF Ruins. Even divisoria! You will have fun wearing them*
39. *Don't be shy to try out free food tastes!!*
40.*Clean up your closet....seruiously! You will find lots of surprises....*
41.*Keep your friends secrets. Do not spill it out. I am 99.99% sure that you will suffer the consequence of bing a blabbermouth.*
42.*Drink your vitamins everyday.*
43.*Use internet for research and learning new things. Read intersting articles.....be intrested in current events and politics. You'll need them in the future.*
44.*Make an art masterpiece...any kind will do, sculpture, painting, paper mache...and keep it*
45.*Say sorry when you don't mean it. Don't be too proud.*
46.*Go to resorts with beaches*
47.*Submit any literary piece in your school paper at least once a year. Who knows? You might have some writing potential. Great writers walked in the same road.*
48.*Spend time with your family. Watch movies together, eat out together....consider them as priority over your friends. Friends come and go. Tight-knit relationships in our families are th ones for lifetime keeps.*
49.*In every action that you do, always keep in mind if Jesus was placed in the same situation, how would h react? Consider every decision you make. Let God be your counsel.*
50.*Make every second of your life filled with purpose, life is short and we should make the most of what little time we have left. In everything and anything that you do, always remember to do it all for God--making sure that all your accomplishments, experiences, and decisions are all for His glory.*

*Takes a long breath* WOOOO! I'm done! ;^P

about the heartbreak again

I'm back!!! xD Sorry kanina ah...hehe..anyways. Yun nga. At that time, I felt so devastated but now I just laugh off my story. Let me start my wonderful, yucky, regretful journey in heartbreakville (ngeh corny). So JUST LET ME START!!!

Once upon a time, I fell in love with a guy. Or maybe I just liked him. I dunno....basta I have feelings for him. But sadly, he never returned the affections I had for him. He liked another girl, and too bad, she was my best friend at that time. Desperate to talk to him, I befriended him, being his textmate...so and so. I was the 'tulay' in the story, I would always comfort him...cheer him up everytime my best friend basted him. So pinagbigyan na siya...they were on for a week. (Ok, that was pathetic but we were kids back then...or a year ago...who cares!! past is past!) Then one day..around August of 2003 he told me that he didn't like the girl anymore and he began to like someone. So I was getting all sweaty and excited...WHO COULD THAT BE?? Then he finally told me he liked me. That was such a great great feeling I can't explain. I can't even eat dinner at that time. I mean, desperately clinging on to someone who didn't have a tad bit of affections to you then suddenly here he was, confessing his feeling for me. That felt so nice... anyway the feeling. I don't like the guy now. To death. We are just friends....I just thought my experience with him was very unique...so I always remembered it.

Suddenly one day sportsfest came and he began to take on a new journey. Sportsfest are full of people...(including flings from the past, new crush scoops, etc) so it was a bigger world for us. Then suddenly he saw this girl, some girl from his previous school. Then he told me that he was having feelings for her. Then one guy was txting me and all so he thought I was falling for that texter guy. So I was left right there. LOL funny story. Not!! >__> I cried for weeks....two weeks I think then I swear to everyone I knew that I will not cry because of a guy again. I even wrote it in my diary. So my good two months was through. And that was my first painful heartbreak....I will not be serious anymore until my mind is mature enough to perceive what LOVE really is. Up to now still remember both feelings....it's not the person that's important whom let it happen to me but the experience itself...at least now I know the feeling of having someone like you back, and having someone disappoint you afterwards. So what am I still looking for?

Sometimes it' true that it's just plain hard to wait for the right time. But still, I will wait. There's this quote texted to me before, it goes like: Don't let them mock you because you are single! Just say, "Don't worry. God's making the best love story for me.." and I think that's very true. We all have to wait for the right time, rushing it up will cause us to have more and more things to regret in the future. I really hate regretting things and a lot of them are all connected to past crushes.

One thing is final. If it's not true, then it will fade for sometime. You don't need to cry about it, be over-obsessed over it nor even think about it. Just let it be. Admire. Love. Crush. Be friends. That's what I do. I know it might seem hard to do but it's the best thing to do....you don't have to face any regretful consequences. I don't want to share about the person I really like now. I guess it's just for me and my close friends. I can't say anything about him. What if he knew about it? Then I would eventually regret that I liked him....so the process goes ad infinitum if I keep blabbing out things about him.

Love things.....it's really weird because once you bite into them they're like drugs you can get hooked in. It's best to wait for God's right person and right time. So that you won't have to be sick of your pasts...or exes (yuckkkk)....or what you did before just to get noticed (eeeewww) yuck I really hate remembering those!!! >__>;; grr!!! >.< But it's really a good thing that God picked me up and gave me a piece of mind. He told me that I will waste my time on those things.....so I guess there's nothing bad liking this person...just liking not doing anything, not exaggerating anything... It's better off this way. :D

Heartbreak I remember having my first heartbreak when I was 12 or 13 years old. I don't know if it's the real heartbreak but it sure was painful. It was out of a relationship that never worked out. It was out of a love that I was the last one to let go. Or maybe it was not love. Maybe it was just a deep infatuation....I don't know. I just thought about it after my afternoon nap, and I still remember the feeling. I still remember the pain of being left in a situation with no one to go to. I don't hate the guy now. As in the 'guy' involved. We are good friends now, it's just the experience is so prominent for me that I had to tell it to people over and over again. I KNOW this humiliates him, but my experience helped a lot of people to get out of their situation and for it not to happen again. It's a lesson of waiting for God's perfect time and partner in life.oops wait kwento ko nalang mamaya Aaron has to use the computer plus kumukul na tubig ko..bye!!

I remember having my first heartbreak when I was 12 or 13 years old. I don't know if it's the real heartbreak but it sure was painful. It was out of a relationship that never worked out. It was out of a love that I was the last one to let go. Or maybe it was not love. Maybe it was just a deep infatuation....I don't know. I just thought about it after my afternoon nap, and I still remember the feeling. I still remember the pain of being left in a situation with no one to go to. I don't hate the guy now. As in the 'guy' involved. We are good friends now, it's just the experience is so prominent for me that I had to tell it to people over and over again. I KNOW this humiliates him, but my experience helped a lot of people to get out of their situation and for it not to happen again. It's a lesson of waiting for God's perfect time and partner in life.


oops wait kwento ko nalang mamaya Aaron has to use the computer plus kumukul na tubig ko..bye!!

Santa Claus versus Jesus Christ

Well, maybe for popularity, Santa Claus might be the winner. In fact, he is most empasized on Christmas as if he was the main guy in the scene. Even if he's really not. Kaya nga Christmas eh, CHRISTmas....the holiday got itself because of the birth of Jesus Christ. Maybe December 25 is not the exact date but as long as we celebrate it for Jesus, it was put here.

Back to Santa Claus. I don't know. This dude did not do anything that significant to overpower the importance of Jesus........ask a bunch of kids and they will most likely recognize a picture of Santa than an illustration of Jesus...*sigh* Anyways back to significance. Jesus did something significant. In fact it is the most significant thing....he sacrificed Himself for us... The God of the universe humbled himself to come down for us....unworthy people..because he loved us so much! That is why Jesus was born! That is why we are celebrating His birth. The gifts are just a minor part and what's most important is we know the real essence of having Christmas.

I mean, yea, we can have gifts, food, friends, family, and all...and at the same time remembering our Savior's birth. Seriously I was out of my mind as we are having our simulataneous parties and get-togethers. Most of the time, I forgot who I am doing this for and I would care how many people would greet me through text or whatever. Ngayon nga lang ako natauhan... As I was reading some blogs of people I know, I realized that it is not for the sake of just celebrating or reuniting people.

Well that's about it. Just don't forget it's not about the gifts, but remembering the love Jesus gave us by bing born into this world. :P Well I hope you have happy holidays!! God bless!! :D :D

What happened today update:
1. We didn't go to CCF today. I know....that was kinda sad. But it's okay. I felt a bit guilty leaving all our Sunday School responsibilities to our friends. I missed the people there because we didn't get to see most of them in two weeks. I'll go January 1st I think. I don't know I wish I'd go...
I WANT TO GO! =((

2. We went to Festival Mall w/ our family. Haii. Ya we watched Exodus to get free tickets for EK. xD heehee. That's the reason why we didn't go because we need to go early. We have to be the first 800 or else we can't get to have EK tickets. I mean, we don't have funds to go to Enchanted basta basta.... for me it's probably just once every blue moon to go to such places! And it's also quality time for my family and the memories I'll have there if ever. LOLOLOLOL...xD we'll go at Jan.7 I think it depends.

So I guess that's it. Merry Christmas everyone! ^__^

Cavite Trip!

Cavite Trip story...

no don't worry this won't be a scary story....just a random trip we took from here to Imus (in my lola's house). At about 5.10 I woke up in the morning to fix myself and we got off here at about six. :P Then we were off to Cavite. It might not seem like a "very nice place" but to me it has a very significant historical value...

The pics above are the ones we took along the road...hehehe!
1. Yung unang pic, it's manang doing her daily exercise
2. Ok that's us, hahaha barbarians
3. Ayan weird picture kasi nga meron kaming nakitang picture at the back of the bus. It was supposed to be a picture of the pope or bishop....pro nung pagtingin namin mukhang dyablo...labo nung pic eh. Basta if you see it take a pic and send it to me!! It's so weird
4. That's an everyday scene in the wetmarkets......blabla
5. That's some random guy striking a pose!

Ayun so we went to Cavite with my cousin (gab) tita beth, ate sonya, and us 3 (me, denise, and aaron). So we just said our kumustas, chit-chat.....taking pictures...making fun of aaron....what else?? Ohhh shempre how could I forget yung pamasko ko! :)) noooo I'm getting older I still want more pamaskos! >__> Anyways I got a new shirt I think I'm going to wear it on Saturday next next week in Youth....yehey! So uhm..yun we kissed our lola goodbye. So I'm really looking forward to the Noche Buena this evening. I hope it would still be memorable (like the former ones duh)! ^__~ So...have a good vacation enjoy!! I think I'm going to over eat... at teka nga pala napamaskuhan ko nga pala P1000! SHux!! I'm so happy not only that because I went into my lola's room then I saw her reading spiritual books and Bible! I hope that helped her in her difficult times knowing that my dad is away from home and she hasn't called her up since July. But I hope she's fine now. I'm looking forward to celebrating Christmas Eve with my family here! :D Ano kaya gift ko??!! Ok wait let me do a "Gifts that I am so happy about list"

1. I like new clothes! I mean, any will do. Basta anything wear-able. Clothes has been always my favorite gift of all time! :D :D :d CLOTHEHSHHSHSHSHSHYGS 2. I also like accessories....keychains, bracelets, hair accessories uhmmm....anything!! 3. Chocolate! I am the kind of person who can appreciate choknat!! It's okay as long as it's chocolate! And as long as my throat won't become sore!! 4. cosmetics?? is that flirty?? I don't know...I also happen to like it but I prefer buying it for myself.. 5. ANY GIFT!! HECK, for as long as it's wrapped even without anything inside!! The look of gifts always excites me!

*excited!!!* OKie! BYE! Merry Christmas everyone..........^.^

Where to go?

We all have family sides.

You know, the side of the family (mom or dad side) in which we are more comfortable to be with. I live here in Las Pinas, but our "Sayoc" side is in Imus Cavite. So that explains that I'm more close to my mom's side of the family. Why am I saying this? It's because I have a problem I cannot solve myself. I don't know. It might sound patethic to you, especially if one of my relatives would read this, but I feel very sad.

Kani-kanina lang, my lola (on dad's side) called us up. She told me somethng like, "kamusta na kayo diyan?" "tumatawag ba dyan papa niyo?" and I was like "opo, tumatawag naman po..." then suddenly she revealed to me that my dad's not calling her since July and she just cried. She was telling me that she could not visit here because she was always sick. But not only that, I know she was pointing out other reasons without saying it directly. I knew she felt unwelcomed here. And I don't know the family side relationship are just so bland and bitter ever since my mom and dad separated. It's like the way they treat each other are like people from a new island or something. And I cannot do anything about it, since I haven't gone through the real situation. I'm only the child of the people involved, and it is human law that I should not speak out point out my thoughts about it because I don't know how they feel.

I'm not bragging about it, ever since my mom and dad separated, people would expect me to be utterly depressed and so and so, but I'm really not. In fact, our family relationship is not complicated but rather it is wrong in the eyes of the people--or at least what the society thinks is not normal. I mean yes, I can live with it, but I can't live with the way they treat each other so unwelcomed and bitterly. Why can't they just get along even though the old relationship can't be established anymore? I feel like both sides are pressing me...sometimes I wished I could switch places with people who have "normal" family lives. I'm not saying that I hate this, I only dislike how they are unclose to each other, or how they treat each other so coldly.

For me it's not a big deal that they were separated, because I believe that in every conflict there is a bigger God who can intervene. I mean, God can make all these things work out if I prayed about it constantly. It's just that I think of it too little that sometimes basta sumagi nalang sa utak ko... then I would pray for it. I admit people give me exaggerated support everytime they hear that my parents are not together anymore because it feels the same, but we called it a different term. I mean it's much happier if they were together but I guess I can live with this. The least I can do is chose a partner for me that won't end up like this. Maybe God's teaching me how to be a stronger person, or how to chose the correct guy for me. I'm praying that all of my family will be more closer to God...I mean when can we be bonded together? Kapag may namatay na lang? Ganun na lang ba? It's so frustrating sometimes that I don't know how to even say how I feel about my situation.

And now, this 25th of December my grandmother (dad's side) are asking us to come to Cavite to join the reunion. I'm thinking twice about going...well I don't know...=x haii....:^( what if they'll ask more about my family life and if we're okay or whatsoever? Or what if they'll just snob us because we are "the children of the (no, not the corn hehe) separated folks" I mean it would be awkward for me and them. But I think I'll just go. If we won't commute shempre. Maybe if they asked me again they'll get mature answers from me than the previous years...

Youth Christmas Party...

Heyy. :D

Last December 17, we held our Youth Christmas party in 4th floor of CCF. Grabe ang lamig talaga, I can't take it anymore I went on an empty space w/ Andrea near the fire exit just to escape from the cold..>__>;; whew. So anywayss.. *ehem* Let me start my wonderful story. Whenevr you see the letter "e" not coming up, it's because of the screwed up keyboard okay!! It won't type nga...so nvm that random reminder: LET ME START!!!! >:^D!! Okay so isang araw nagbihis na ako ng aking damit (duh...) sa bahay. Tapos I went to Jolibee to sundo 2 of my classmates. Yun so we rode the shuttle tapos finish napadpad kmi sa SM southmall. Turns out na yung jip na sinakyan namin eh hanggang SM lang so *pahiya music* dumoble pmasahe nmin we ride anothr jip again....Tapos yun we reached CCF!! Nandun na sina Gab, tin, & others......plus some youth feefle.....woooahhh astig yung decorations...sana nandun aq pra tumulong....but sadly di ako nkapunta bcause 16 is my mom's birthday!! I can't just leave it off like that my mom's special to me heller! >_>;

O yun...so it took a long time before the party started. Of course, Praise and Worship muna, how could they forget that? So, yun a little lecture, about Christmas...and the essence of clebrating it. T'was pretty cool because th bracelets we wore are connected to the message tito Jack presented to us. Hay, so anyways, after that a lot of testimonials came along.. .One was this guy. Grabe. I thought it was only a rumor that he suffered from drug addiction but now look at him!! He's so great!! I mean God's so great to transform this guy. :D It's almost a miracle to abstain from drugs once you're hooked but now he is one of the living testimonies that God really makes the impossible possible. I bet his life story inspired many others......hay wish I had a story to tell like that so that they would be interested to know God prsonally. :P

Yan so many skits happened after that, funneee!! WAHAHAHA!! I have the video of the skit!! Pero bukod dun mdami ring lessons aq na natutunan...also from the special guitarista guest "dating bakla, naging bato....." ahahaha!...grabe cguro pag camp the best toh! I never attended any camp or retreat even once in my life....so I'm really really anticipating!! YUCK corny ko noh I look like a goody goody girl......pero I don't care. Bah. Paki nila basta ako excited ako dito! Inggit lang sila!! HAHA! Yun so anyways.....we went downstairs and ate na....c Paolo nakakatawa kasi nga sabi niya di daw msarap yung spagetti eh lamon pa xa ng lamon!! WAHAHA ganyan pla pag pangit yung lasa....haha then afterwards...the human bingo came! O.o kinabahan ako kasi I wrote my name there dance the PBB dance so...waa! Buti nlng di ako natawag anyways di naman ako katawag-twag between those times hehe they should call someone like Pao...xD Yun edi Paolo danced the Pinoy Big bro dace wahaha!! Wooh kktwa tlga yun....can't believe that I'm friends with th CCF clown...shux!! I'm so touched! (-^__^-)


Ya yun nga.....tapos he even started a showdown with his friend...haha he's so funny tlga he makes me laugh all the time!! PAO!! Thanx dun sa gift ha!! xD Incase your readin this.....lalang kakahiya la ako gift sau, xorry ha...o.o kc I kala ko nagjjok ka lang na bbgyan mo tlga me ng gift eh.! :P you take care always!

Ayun so everything was through, and Angeline was wasted, happy, and blessed all at the same time. 0:) Ei did I mntion my stomach hurt after I ate the spageti?? NO di yun bulok....or panise or w/e...I remembr I drank some juice before I ate! So my stomack felt weird...buti nlng nothing happened to me there ha!! HAHA!! :D

Thanks guys!! You made Dec.17 one of my year's highlights babaw ko noh..it's because I don't enjoy school anymore :P...wish ko lang camp na! ok byebye...I'll tell you many more tomorrow...whoever "you" might be...lol. You might be no one! whoooo caressss.......I'm just going to talk to myself!! =)) nyehe! ok bye still got theater practice tomorrow. *sigh* I'm so tired! I don't want to go but I need to hey I have a big part there pla. OK public announcemnt: I invite everyone to watch our play in our school it's called Prinsipe Rodante: Isang Komedya... get cast B okay!! :D

Blogspot....kamusta ka na?

I'm back !! :D :D

Wooh. It's cool to be back again here in blogspot. I miss those times where I just type in what I like, not worrying about having to change layouts and all other dorkus craps I do in pitas. Plus pitas is such a lame name! >__>; Pag pinopronounce kasi, they go like [pitas'] not [pi'tas] you get what I say? It's like you "pitas" some fruits or some bunch of flowers. I don't like that pronunciation kasi eh...

Anyways, I'm not fully 100% decided if I will move my diary here. I also want to get more feedback from random people and plus to get statistics for my blog (like how many people are viewing or not). I'm kinda gonna get blog-conscious for now. :^)

Wahaha. I just looked at my March entries and I CAN'T BELIEVE that it's Angeline who's writing 7 months ago. Wow I've changed a lot. From a total ragna freak I've become so much more than I could have expcted. And boy was I out of my mind to think that nothing else matters than March 31. I regret saying okay! HAHAHAHA. Ano ba yan para akong sira-ulo dati. Asar naman oh! Pero pag binabasa ko, I just get laughs from it. Nyah ni di ko na nga maalala na ako pala yung nagsusulat nun!

So yun, I'm preparing to write more tomorrow, shempre it's vacation...I hope masaya 'cause it's my enjoy time! :P So I'll just be a bum here at home hehe. :D Kuwento ko bukas yung about sa Youth Christmas party, Family Night, tsaka many others. Plus other random thoughts. Okay bye na :)