Over Acting

Today I decided that I am not serious about you.
If I pursue something out-of-hand, like having a relationship or trying to be friends with you just for the sake of my affections, then we would end up toying each others' hearts.

I read about love today. It said that any romantic relationship not leading to marriage is not worth pursuing. God will give us our perfect partner in time. So I do not need to dream about that special someone as you. My special someone can be anyone, do I need to repeat the same mistake again? Do I need to be stuck in my revieries with you as that person? What if I did not really like you without the skin on?

What the heck. Just be there okay! No more words.

Be that stand-out person I used to see from afar. That same stance, same face, same attire, same smile, your hair, your eyes, your aura, that never fails to tempt me to steal a glance. You're such a pretty guy. But I don't love you! I don't know what love means.

So I'm near the point where I can accept that you will not talk to me. But it's okay. :) I have a lot of persons to like, not just you. So bye.