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I'm not a suicidal person!! >__>;; If in case, you have that thought cross in your mind, then it should be cleared up by now. I just love writing how dramatic poets do especially when I'm badtrip, like now. But you should never think that I cut my wrists. That's so wrong. It's the emotions that come about when you write about something that really matters.

Which brings me to an issue. I might write like this but I never talked like this in person. I can't express myself verbally this way. I am so tongue-tied. I get so uncomfortable in situations wherein I need to talk to people. Just even a plain silence can let me feel so awkward. I can't talk like this in person. I'm a tagalog person when I speak. I'm having a hard time conveying what I feel verbally, and God knows that...

That is why He gave me some blog to write my thoughts on. I can never speak so well, and I can't even tell a straight story without even saying "parang". So just please bear with me. >_> When I act like a snob all around, it's just that I can't speak or I can't find right words to say. Or I'm just afraid that I would say anything wrong. whew TGFB...Thank God for Blogs talaga. :D