Such a flirtini

I remember one time I had a crush with a guy named Patrick (I was...12 years old at that time I think). Anyways, he is so "physically attractive" (no offence to anyone reading this especially if you're his beloved half or you are related to the guy) and just recently I saw a pic of him and his girl. Come to think of it, everything just falls into place in this world. The prince gets the princess, so and so. In the right time of course. It's just I recall those times I really admired this heartthrobbish dude. EW! I'm so stupid to make papansin to him even for a fact that I knew that he had a girl. And a coincidence bad enough, I was also stupid to think that he likes me because his girlfriend and I have the same name. Lol Patrick, I'm so sorry!!

Here, look at my über-regretful testi for him:

dunno. It just sucks. Am I obvious or what?! I'm such a flirt before. I try not to make that same mistake, because I don't want to regret any stuff anymore. But besides my point I'm really happy for Pat and Angeline. :) They look good together. See?

oh well. It's been 3 years sice they were together. Even before I came to know the dude. Awww. Blessed people :">.

I wonder if I'm also facing that same situation right now like three years ago. Liking someone who likes someone else? Could that be?

Agh let's forget this crap. I still have people to meet at college. :P That person's not my life anyway, I'm always praying that God is still the main agenda of my life. I know it's hard to maintain that focus in this worldly body and immature mind, but this time I'm really willing to. It just hurts, because I will never get the chance to know certain persons in my life at the time I liked them, but I guess God wnted it that way. He wants me to let go of something. Someone. He will give me someone better later on.

Well, I just wish Patrick and Angeline the best...^_^